Embracing the daring adventure my life is meant to be

So here I am in Goa. Sitting on a pink stool, by a pink table, next to a tall window, overlooking the greenery outside, in a huge goan house, where I am sitting by myself, on a net book with internet, none of which belongs to me. With a glass of local port wine.

When I reached Goa on Tuesday morning, the train schedules were erased. So I assumed I would take the 7pm train back to Mumbai (like the way I had done the last time I was here. Oh the flexibility of traveling by cheap general compartment!)
But turns out, when I reach the train station at 7pm on Thursday, the train left at 5:30 and the schedule was updated.
Unlike most people, I laugh at the situation and get out of the station only to find a friend from Bombay waiting outside for some other folks. We get talking and now I am invited to his resort at Baga. To may be design the place. I call my local Goan designer friend and ask if he is interested in meeting a potential client. And walla, we have a meeting arranged today, Friday.

Turns out some other friends from bombay are here too. and I may meet them as well. I don't know. For now I am just embracing this daring adventure my life has thrown at me. 

There is no One Purpose to my life

No one meaning that will change the face of the earth.

As far as I can see, no path breaking invention, discovery or feat awaits me.

Yet, I live each day. Sometimes I go out and see a side of my surroundings, city or country that I never noticed and sometimes I am within the confines of my house enjoying three home-cooked meals of the day.

I have many pictures in my mind. Multiple dreams - some little and some big. Really big. But they're all in my head. And I am not sure if I will be able to live them all. But I want to. I really do.

I want to live multiple lives in a single lifetime.

We Will Never Be Wasted

Sometimes we create things 
only to destroy them later.

Sometimes we start things
only to terminate them later.

This is not necessarily a negative thing. It is merely evolution. And evolution is never for better or worse, it is simply to survive. 

Like beautiful skin today becomes dead skin tomorrow only to fall off and let newer skin come to the surface. (which reminds me that most of our daily household dust is dead skin)

This is simply how life works. This is being alive. If it were static, it would be dead. 

Funnily, death in itself is also not static. Because the body still continues to evolve. It decomposes and is food to microorganisms. Some microorganisms help us stay alive and some eat us, de-con-struct us and our fatty tissues, our proteins, carbs whatever. Then we become manure for plants. new life blooms. The food chain goes on. Life continues. Always.

We will never be wasted. At least not biologically :P

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So you may have your interpretations of what I have written above but my point was go out there and make those ideas work, go create works of art, and let them get destroyed later. Go fall in love and then out of it. Don't cry over spilled milk, broken glass or ended relationships. Like I said before -  It is merely evolution.